hello 2012

hello assalamualaikum

ok, right now its my holiday for just like a week and  a half, but only after four days through this holiday, i am already getting bored~
i can't believe how life can become so lonely sometimes, exactly how i'm feeling right now, but that's the problem, i always have Allah with me, but sometimes i just get lost in my thoughts and forget this fact
i have problems with lonely holidays, cause it gives me time to think about my life, the people who surrounds me, and everything else. and because of that i always end up messing up things.
is this something that all girls go through or is it just me ? i don't like it much.



anyways, it's new year and im better off babbling about my aims for 2012



firstly, i must must must study math, i havent started anything at all and i have 2 weeks left.
next, i want to graduate from CFSIIUM with pointers above 3.5, ok at least 3.8, but actually i want 4.0. haha
i also want to get into the course that i want, i dont want to be kicked into other courses
i want to be a confident person who is firm when making decisions
i dont want to mess things up and i dont want to get involve in other people's mess
i really want to be a good person to everyone
i hope to scrape off being so judgemental
i want to look at the future smiling
i want to be a positive person
i dont want to hurt anyone, but somehow i always do.
i want to be a cool person who cares less about unimportant things the way i am now
i want to be a good servant to Allah
i want to improve myself in ibadah
i want to honour my parents wishes with all my might

i want a lot of things in life, i really do. not just this year but every year, but we can't have it all right ?

so i just hope 2012 would be a year full of smiles and less of tears, because for me 2011 went by with quite a lot of tears, but hey 2011 brought a whole new meaning to my life and a whole bunch of sweet memories too.

i did not get a lot of wishes for new year, but i dont mind, i just would like to share some of the wishes i recieved

yesterday is a memory, today is a gift, tomorrow is a hope. let's begin a new year with faith , love , peace, wisdom and hope

god stores his blessings and deposited 365 days full of love, faith and happiness for us, so enjoy spending





may allah bless all of us
make us stronger to face life.
i need the strength

Comments

Husna As Saedah :) said…
always pray for your success dear~~
moga Allah permudahkan segalanya...
January 1, 2012 at 11:43 PM
KID said…
strength for mukmin in TARBIAH,,please search that place for urselve..
January 2, 2012 at 12:14 AM
shakirah said…
thank you korg, tharu jap
January 2, 2012 at 7:16 AM
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