Random rants: Difficult

You know how what you go through makes you the person who you are today.
Well i think something made me build a super high and thick concrete wall around me, and even if the wall is torn, i myself without realizing it, makes thing super difficult for others.

I'm difficult, and i am realizing it more and more now than ever

I don't know what to do, is there even anything to be done?

Somebody, please love me.

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