Scary
Because i just finished self isolation and now still can't go to the lab due to EMCO here and now lockdown, i have a lot of time in my hands. i have been at home for more than 2 weeks. It's really getting at me. So what do i do with all this time. For most of it i'm trying to be productive and get things done while i can, so when i enter the lab, i can focus on my labwork. But at other times, i've been reflecting and researching so many different psychological concepts and theories and now all i want is therapy. HAHA I just want to be a good person. But that's not easy at all. I think in our society, we either believe we are worthless or too worthy. To get the perfect balance and really know where we stand, to really understand ourselves and know when to step back and reflect or when to stand up and defend ourselves, I think this is extremely difficult. That line is becoming more and more ambiguous and blurred for me. When is it actually okay to be firm, and when ...