looking back~

ah.. ari ni ak rse mnyesal gile bile pk balik mse lalu..ak geram dgn sifat ak sdiri yg mngde2 kne diajak..yg mlu2 nk join org knon.. yg sgn2 knon..
sbb sume sifat ak tu la..byk mnde yg ak rse rugi ari ni.. hmmm..skrg en da la x skola..xde mse da nk spend with my bestest friend ever di dskola tu aja n shiq. ak rse rugi sgt..smte2 sbb feel ak tu. ak jao ngan dorg..dorg da la slumber sempoi..relax..xkn dorg nk g ajak2 ak plak..pelik je.. tp tu la kje ak mnharap..mngharap je..ape2 tah.
suda2 nye ak yg nyesal ari ni.. huh.. ap la yg ak wt ni.. pling ak sdy n x bley bla bile pk moment2 last ktorg.. ak yg pegi mrugikn diri sdiri.. ak yg xde.. dorg da b'2.. yg ak x dtg wt pe.. x kn due nk kja 1.. mst la stu kne pndi2 join.. tp 2 lah ak.. mngde2.. serius ak x puas ati.. mb kt cni la titik tolak ak nk brubh.. slme ni ak pk ak ni kwn yg ok lah kire nye.. now ak pk ak lah kwn yg xtw nk take advantage of mse yg  ad slme ni.. coz..ak lah yg slalu xde... ak syg kwn ak gile2..tp npe ak rse ak x bjye tunjukkn tu.. ak x bjye..
pling ak nyesal..mlm jmuan..sume duduk dgn best friend msing2..bukan ak x syg budak smeje ak..ak syg gile jugak.. just ak x pna got the chance to be with aja n shiq..lg2 tym spm.. ps2 bile da last sgt2 tu pn.. ak bia je~
lgsung x de effort.. ak nk.. tp ak x ushe.. ap tah yg ak cbe capai dgn wt cm2.. ish3.. aja, shiq, im sorry.
sorry sgt.. ak x bley rse lg nyesal dr yg ak da rse ni. ak sdy sgt,, ad ke mse lg utk kite psni.. ad x? cntct korg pn da jrg.. jumpe apth lg... waaa!! i miss you~ ak tpkse akui d cni ak mmg emosi when it comes to friends.. emosi je lby..  ushe xde.. hai la shak,,
ak cube pk2..mb ad hikmah d sbalik sume ni.. mb ad baik nye... tp.. ak sdy sgt sbb ak x nmpk lg hikmah nye~
bkk la mte ak.. give me a lead.. show me the light,,

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