random rants; hello 2026
as i age and continue to work, time seems to fly extra fast, everything is going by in a flash, i feel like rocks keep being thrown at me and over time i cant avoid it anymore and now im buried under it, while trying to remove some of it one by one, just to see some sunlight. I feel like its funny, when i was growing up, grown up look hella awesome, like they have all their shit together, and life is a breeze, cause they look like they know everything. But apparently, it was either they were good at acting, or my point of view was from a rose coloured lens, or, they actually did have their shot together back in the day, cause damn, i dont have my shit together at all, i feel like i am struggling to manage my work, my social life, my health, my growth, my familial relationship, being a daughter, being an aunt, being a sister, oh god how i wish to be a cat. me saying all this while actually sitting in a cafe on a sunday and trying to get a head start to my work on monday cause...