oh diary

hello assalamualaikum

i lost my diary, and i am totally crushed~
this is not good at all.

"why do  u even have a diary when u already have a blog ?"

good question.
well that was my diary during the whole semester 3 at CFSIIUM.
semester 3 was the best sem ever, yet a killer sem, and with all the things that happened in my life which made it harder.
as i can't blog as often as i would at home, i wrote in a diary instead.
and the diary is important because my deepest darkest feelings are all in there.
my blog is not a place for me to express EVERYTHING, not really. or is it ? *wondering *

so i really put a whole lot of effort in writing the diary, because it is filled with lovely quotes, cute doodles, colourful writing and a lot of other stuff too.

but now, it is gone.

A diary, is really helpful to me. if i am desperate, a piece of paper would do.

why is it helpful ?

well, i tend to be more rational and serene when i am writing, so it really helps to blow away any negativity such as ; anger, sad, empty feeling. all i do is write it all in my diary, and it is as if i poured all the feelings into the diary and i feel much better.

a diary to me is also how i manage my anger, in islam if we're angry while standing than sit, if ur sitting than lie down. so when i am angry, i would just pull myself together , then sit or even lie down, at the same time i write in my diary. 

my diary also contains a collection of my favourite quotes, heart-warming quranic verses, motivational tips and so on. sometimes when i'm feeling a bit blue , i would just reread what i have written before. Some of things I've written are really an eye-opener and and it motivates me to get out of the blues ~

so a diary is significant to me, it might be significant to other people too ~

even though i lost mine. it's fine. hakuna matata right ? (:

                                                (konon-konon tulis diary la ni . motif ? =_=')

* boring2 !  who wants to know about ur little diary lah shakirah ? *
> tahu takpe <

  ok fine, finito.


sharifahshakirah

Comments

Unknown said…
hakuna matata :) haha.btw,comel lah
lemon. tetiba teringat kau suka jot down mcm2 dalam satu buku time skolah dulu~
shakirah said…
amna: thx ^^
ciku :tu pun mcm diary lah jgk, oh kngn ~
harumaki said…
me to, have some. but sejak duk sini jarang la nak jot down. btw, diary is a great medicine when we feeling sad. :) it make me remember about uolls.

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