Hakuna Matata

hello assalamualaikum i've been thinking about this for a few days now. this thing is very very very important. yet, regardless of it's importance it is not being stressed enough in our society guys, if a women can cook, well that's a bonus, if not, so what ? it's not even her responsibility in the first place. this is whatever lah. it's a small matter. what i really don't get is those guys who thinks that women are the one whose supposed to be glued to the kitchen, women are the ones that should fold the clothes, women should be the one sweeping and mopping and washing the toilet. it was never our job in the first place, but we do it anyway because or resistance to dirty disgusting environment is quite low. if you don't know how to do it, then learn how to do it. if the women, regardless ur mom or sister or wife has done it, then try to offer her to do it next time and ask her if u guys should alternate doing it, or you could do it together hal

heart, this heart, it beats daily, not yet a beat has it skipped, yet me, myself has always constantly forget the one that allows this heart to beat, me, i cannot blame anyone else for this dementia of mine, but the one to blame is my own self for making choices that lead to this, choices, life has always been about choices, even to the wee bit of life, eat, sleep, do, work, learn, speak, walk, think, remember, forget, love, hate, it was always a choice, one good and one bad, and if today i feel that my life is meaningless, empty, then dear self , has there been a wrong choice in life ? i dare not say that i haven't  yet to admit that i have, oh such a shame to bear, though i know, and i see and i remeber the wrong choices i made, i wish to erase each of it from my memory, as it showers me with guilt, when i remember what i did. when i remember ? how about when i don't. do the guilt follows me daily, hourly, each and every second of my life, though it is a sham

hello assalamualaikum,          actually, it's been over for like almost 3 weeks i think. but i was still out of my mind and unable to think straight * excuses* Anyways, now that i am at my brother's office, i will use this time wisely to update this beloved blog of mine.         to be frank, 2nd year was a year of discovery to me. when i was in first year it was more to adapting, observing, gettin the feel but then 2nd year was like an eye opening era, learning to understand the reason behind everything, self-discovery, riding the groove kind of thing. u know what i mean ? so all in all, 2nd year was amazing ! learning felt better, quizzes were more bearable, life was full of colours, friendship woven stronger. what more can i add to that. it's just simply amazing !         we've been through a lot these 2 years, and to summarize that and also as a sign of my remorse for almost never updating this blog, today ! i will slosh this blog aggressively and return it to

helllo assalamualaikum yes to those reading, including future me, just in case your in the mood to reminisce these old memories, this will be the last post regarding my experience in UK. even just writing it feels as sad as  leaving that country itself. i enjoyed myself too much there that i was so so so disappointed in leaving, but i did not have the chance to indulge long in these melancholic emotions coz i sped directly to class after arriving in Malaysia. now that i think about it, i really miss it. I went to hong kong when i was 16, but leaving that country i was sad, but i thought of Hong Kong as a really great place to visit. However, London is completely different, it made me feel, that i want to live there, i have to try living there, not for the rest of my life or anything but u know, the feeling of comfort that u get until u can think about living there, that's the feeling, that was exactly what i felt, like i could live there comfortably. it was so easy, everything

Hello assalamulaikum Finally, it's been ages since i last updated. Well let's put the blame on my beloved course PHARMACY, don't get me wrong, i love it, but i really don't know how i manage my time when the semester starts, suddenly i'm on holiday, hahahah Anyways, i've been meaning to continue this story, this experinece of mine finally being able to reach europe. Based on my memory i'll try my best to dig what i went thru early september last year. so finally we arrived in London after a few pit-stops in edinburgh, liverpool and amesbury. when we arrived we were all tired and mushed up so we just retired for the night at tune hotel somewhere near oxford street. The next day was shopping day ! we went to a place called Bicester village where you can find loads of branded outlets there.So i didn't really shop, those who shop are only those who already had intended to buy something, and people who have money of course, kah kah kah. To get ther