Hakuna Matata

hello assalamualaikum,, alhamdulillah, after struggling for one week, THE EXAM is OVER, do you know how happy i am,, i so so so extremely unconditionally completely HAPPY. im loving the feeling of being free of stress and facing books like im gonna eat them, fiuh,,i am feeling such a big huge chunky relief,, but err, we'll see how the results are later,, may it be good, inshaAllah, so about exam,, because im taking the 1-year programme, so i take a bunch of subjects therefore, i finished my exam later than most of my classmates, can you believe that they finished their exam on tuesday while i continued struggling until today morning, it's SATURDAY, and i just finished,, what kind of schedule is this???? hey, i don't really care actually, coz its the past~ so whatever, babai past, hello future~ so about the future,, right, my final exam is two weeks after raya,, can u believe that?? its like, less than two months from now!!! and we have to study A LOT of chapters,...

hello assalamualaikum,, oh time goes by so fast i just got home yesterday, and now im already going back,,, i dont want to, i miss home so much, i wana be here as long as the holidays after spm were thats just extremely fantastic, hahaha but i know that is just quite impossible now, next week is my mid term exam,, wish me luck, im freakin out here, i hope i can do my best, to naim, if ur reading how are you, sorry i didnt reply ur im at fb, i was asleep, hahaha so tell me ur updates k,, write in ur blog, inshaallah ill find the time to read it. so everyone good luck in life may allah be with u take care everyone, eh i almost forgot, thank u so much fath , hajar nabilah yani n pkah, for hanging out with me on friday n thanks to una shida n syera, for allowing me to tag along with u guys to yayasan restu n to mira, oh god i miss u like crazy. thx for sharing with me all ur stories,, kin, miss yah jugak, thanks for calling me! abg ku da pggil2 suro blah ni,, shari...

hello asalamualaikum, i am so deeply jealous, everyone has the time, oppurtinity, and of course the interenet to update their blog,, i want to update my blog toooo! but i dont know what to share, so,, go and read al-hadi19th ok,, heheheh today is some of my friends birthday, happy birthday guys,,!! seriously i have nothing to share,, wait2,, i do have something to share!! i, i , i, i, i, i miss my friends!!!!!! so so much!!! when can we meet again,, ? i realized something now,, my friends at sliss are so unforgettable and so meaningful to me, because the ukhwah between us was in the name of allah, and will always be in the name of allah, during all this time in cfsiium,, i realized that , uhibukki fillah ya sodiqi!!! but now, here, i am still searching for the same ukhwah that we built during our school days,, its not easy to find, and i think it's almost impossible, but actually still possible,, the time will come inshaallah, by the way, its hard being...

hello and assalamualaikum,, yess, as the written title above, i made a promise,, to whom?? to my lovely beloved smarty pants extra genius friend with an IQ unimaginable by mankind,NABILAH *maybe that's too much, but hey, that is what i think about her* (oh gosh,, out of topic already), so the promise is to continue my story about my dear friends, and yes, it is time to spill the beans about her nabilah bt zainol azmi,, ohhh,, i can never be more lucky to have know this particular person,, our heart beats together~ haha, what i mean is,, we are so so so compatible with each other, she's an extremely nice friend that will never say no and try all out to help people,, and, to help me of course,, she's actually quite dorky but in a cute way, well at least i think its cute. through out my school days,, which was not very long time ago,, she was kind of the person that i really look up to, she can do a lot of activities, be very active, always help people, yet still she ma...

err, im not going to write anything here actually, but im just going to give a link where i have jsut shared my journey here for less than 2 weeks, *mcm batak pulak* http://al-hadi19th.blogspot.com/2011/06/lemon-di-cfs-haha.html i just want to share a few things,, i miss my friends from SMKA Simpang Lima so much! its quite lonely here as all my friends are still new, i can't share everything with them. i keep texting hajar telling her this and that,, she has already started classes, but im still bothering her,, so at this critical time,, i turn to Allah,, hoping he will make me strong and able top cope with the new environment,, yess, i am scared, i dont deny the fact,, but heyy, this is life, it keeps going on,, u gotta do what u gotta do. i am destined to be here, so i will do my best! yoshh! terindu pulak kat junior2 di SLISS dulu,, waa! k daaa,,

slowly, im inhaling the fact that this my last day at home, hey, i guess the feeling is'nt that bad, actually i feel some sort of peace, tranquil and serene feeling, what is this? do i love leaving home? or is it the fact that UIA is an inch away from home that makes me at peace~ deeply in my soul i believe  that i love the life of being away from home, seriously, i have always loved hostel more than home,, but i love my home more than i love school though, haha. the thought of making new friends is so exhilarating, I'd like that so much, i haven't been socializing much through these last 5 months of holiday. BUT, *now i hate but's* the idea of getting friends that would lead me the wrong way kind of pushes away the happy thoughts of new friends hey, through it all, i know i have Allah with me, so whatever happens is just something that will past, and im sure that everything that will happen is going to have a meaningful goodness hidden beneath it. i put all my...