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The Blame game

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Hello assalamualaikum think. reflect. don't point fingers. look at urself. are u the greatest ? u can't ever be wrong ? is that it ? we are all mere creatures of Allah. don't act big. start taking responsibility. no point in blaming others. unless u want to make a collection of enemies. please, please, please see the wrong in ourselves before judging and blaming others. it's just not right to hurt other people's feeling just for the sake of making ourselves feel better. sincerely, someone who hopes to get out of the blame game.

Allah loves us.

hello assalamualaikum, have you ever felt so low, and broken that you feel lost, empty, and lonely ? have you ever felt frustrated because of yourself and your actions ? have you ever felt that your iman is so low, and you know, but you do nothing ? have you ever felt like you are a filled cup of knowledge and you forget to be thankful to Allah S.W.T ? I have, We have. in certain time in life, we forget, our creator, our lord, Allah SWT, when we forget, that's when we feel at worst, as if all hope is gone but, Allah never forgets us, everytime we seem to forget, Allah send us a silent message which we ourselves may possibly not see,  it is indeed a message from Allah. on days, that we feel broken, we read the quran, and we find ourselves reading an ayah that is closely related to what was going on in our lives, an ayah of motivation for us to continue and go on. on days that we realize that our iman is at the lowest pit, we receive news of a sudden and unexpected dea...

Year 1, pharm. end.

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hello assalamualaikum it's actually been over for about two weeks now, but only now have i mustered the strength to write a post related to whatever happened throughout the first two semesters. why ? because i'm telling u, the 2nd semester of first year is not an easy path to recover from. i was damaged, crushed yet still weirdly happy.. all the time.. is there something wrong with me.. let's abandon that point. so, all in all, i've got quite the picture what i am about to face in the future. let me tell u this that pharmacy is not a joke. i f u want it, u better be totally serious about it. The busy-ness is just crazy, the hours that we put in to attend class and self learning is just madness and to be able to bear all that, u gotta be tough, u gotta be motivated, u gotta want this thanngg like u never want anythanngg else. i've got to give some warning for those who think, "medical is too much for me, i better go for pharmacy" be well informed t...

When i'm home

hello assalamualaikum. yippeeee yahuuuuu, i'm home. and yes i'm on holiday, but i'm not going for a holiday. U GET ME ? okay let's stop this, i'm blabbering nonsense. so i'm home, and i guess everyone's happier ? CASE 1 My brother returns from class, i rush to the door while my mum sits comfortably , writing. me : u want to eat mee ? bro : Yeahhh me : u want some fried egg with it ? bro : yeahhhhh me : u want omellete or sunny-side up ? bro : omellete UMI : amboii , someone's becoming a spoiled brat i see ~~ so, my bro is spoiled now, coz i'm home. hehehehehehe CASE 2' me relaxing, and my mum will be like....... shakiraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh... cut this, sew that, cook this, make that, wash this, mop that, sweep this, clean that, buy this, do that. and i'll be like....... okay, yes, will do, right on it, done. so, her little helper is home, whose home again ? me lahh, ngeh3. well, that was nothing really, just me bein...

Our rehlah ^^

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Hello Assalamualaikum “A good friend is a connection to life, a tie to the past, a road to the future, the key to sanity in a totally insane world.” -Lois Wyse the perfect quote describing the need of friends in life i personally am a person that cannot not have a friend friends colour my life from a dull painting to a masterpiece how about you ? do you feel the same. school, especially going to a boarding school, presented me with unbelievably lovely friends that i love to death. BUT now, being in IIUM, friendships are slowly developing and through this rehlah, i believe we've gotten closer to each other, we start to know each others likes and dislikes,  we start to become more comfortable with each other and we are becoming FRIENDS, real ones, not the types that just know each others names. so i'm thankful for the opportunity to spend a day with my batch. Nice. Very nice. Sweet too.  Candy sweet. Thank you for the memories

little families ~

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hello assalamulaikum the joy of being a universiti student is having all these families, classmates are family, doing programs together build a family, and of course usrah. each of them give new memories, new friends, and new silaturrahim. Alhamdulillah, i had the chance to be apart of all this.  beloved RX11  ladies of PHARMILY DAY  THE GREEN workshop family  FUTSAL TEAM public relation BUREAU (PD) IIUM pharmacy students society ~ nothing much to say, but as each day passes, the fact that with every cloud comes a rainbow, hits me even harder. though sometimes i feel overwhelmed with responsibilities, at the end of the day, i'm still thankful and happy for the experience & achievement. Allah's promise is definitely absolute 94:5 to top Sahih International For indeed, with hardship [will be] ease. 94:6 to top Sahih International Indeed, with hardship [will be] ease.

between knowing & realizing

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Hello Assalamualaikum last week, a friend of mine posted a status on facebook, and it was like this... i'm learning something new! ''be yourself because you are perfect as you are'' -A ''... just plus : by the way Allah love ♥'' -me upsss, act tak la baru sangat pun , da lama tahu tapi baru dapat 'kesedaran' tu.. ya, TAHU dan SEDAR tu adalah sesuatu yg berbeza¬ sanngat berbeza..  kalaulah TAHU dan SEDAR tu jalan seiring dan sejalan, kompom2 sume orang da jadi baik sekarang.. betul tak? cube kite tengok ye, kenapa budak2 lepasan sekolah agama pun ada yg 'terselekoh lebih' lepas sekolah? nak kata tak tahu tutup aurat tu yg sempurna tu camna macam mustahil la pulak tambah2 tengok slip spm PSI & PQS A+/A/A-/B so, dimanakah silapnya??? *adakah salah ibu mengandung?? >,< *maaf2.. bukan sarcasm or troll or perli* :'( ''i need time la'' -someone say...