Hakuna Matata

slowly, im inhaling the fact that this my last day at home, hey, i guess the feeling is'nt that bad, actually i feel some sort of peace, tranquil and serene feeling, what is this? do i love leaving home? or is it the fact that UIA is an inch away from home that makes me at peace~ deeply in my soul i believe  that i love the life of being away from home, seriously, i have always loved hostel more than home,, but i love my home more than i love school though, haha. the thought of making new friends is so exhilarating, I'd like that so much, i haven't been socializing much through these last 5 months of holiday. BUT, *now i hate but's* the idea of getting friends that would lead me the wrong way kind of pushes away the happy thoughts of new friends hey, through it all, i know i have Allah with me, so whatever happens is just something that will past, and im sure that everything that will happen is going to have a meaningful goodness hidden beneath it. i put all my...

hello assalamualaikum,,, dugdap dugdap dugdap dugdap~ can u feel my heart beat? hahahahahahahahah mood : unbelievable,,, almost Sunday!! almost gonna go through that gate! so, the main point here is i was, and i guess i still am freaking out,, but hey, i think that's normal, *it's normal right?* a bunch of fighting comrade has already entered a new life in university, so basically they kind of advised me without really giving any advice, they were like telling me stories,, and i was like,. "oh really, ok2, I'll remember to do that, to be that, to bring that and so on " last week nabilah and muneera slept at my house, so they were telling me about,, how we have to be so independent, have to find our own food, learn to take buses and a bunch more stuff. nabilah is the kind of person that easily blends in and adapt to new situations, she's great! that's why she is doing all fine and well at intec so that is noted, thanks biel, i believe i can be in...

hello assalamualaikum, i have been longing to make a post just about my lovely friends,, but never got the chance [malas sebenarnye] but i  suddenly have the urge to write about it,, because, this is it, we are totally going on our own path,, to other states,, even other countries, we are all  putting up our future,, so friends, i love you, i miss you, and i wont ever forget you. [nak nangis tak?,hehe] first and foremost is the friend that led me all through my years in secondary school, ur amazing. yes, it is hajar. we don't really have a history of how we met, it just happened, we suddenly walked together, little did i know she was the person that would wipe my tears, fight my fears and always ready to lend an ear. in my opinion, me & hajar were very romantic, haha, we would always write letters to each other, juts a small simple cute note and sometimes a lengthy letter.  i remember a moment when i was going for a debate competition, she gave me a star and a...

yahhh,, today is the little girl's birthday, yup3, the one next to me, but now she is at school and she is also going through her midyear exam, i dont feel like wishing her at facebook, so Happy birthday little one~!

hello assalamualaikum, yes,, it has been a while since the last time i  posted in my blog, i just got really lazy, and everytime i wanted to write i would say to myself "how about do this tomorrow?" and the same thing i say to myself everyday, so im not saying it anymore today, it is just delaying me from sharing an important part of my life with my beloved blog, hahahah. yes blog, i love you, muah! *kinda crazy right now, caused by : stress* so today, is the day, i am, sharing with you, MY DECISION so so so so so I SHARIFAH SHAKIRAH DECIDED TO GO TO INTERNATIONAL ISLAMIC UNIVERSITY MALAYSIA. after thinking a lot through this whole week, and with guidance from HIM, i chose iium to be the path of my life i am confident with my decision, and hey it is rare for me to be confident with my decision. *oh it's a sign! i am mature now! haha* so,  IIUM, here i come on the 29th of may. im FREAKING out right now, because the ta'aruf week of IIUM consists of 4 TESTS...

well,, happy mother's day to my dearest umi~ u r the bestEST mom in the whole wide world,, i guess everyone else would say their mother is the best in the whole wide world,, but just so you know,, my mom is still the best,, my mom wins!! lalalala,, haha so what the heck is confusing my jumbled up mind right now? OBVIOUSLY, its not about mother's day~ if u thought so,, then, HAHAHAHAHA,,   the case right now is..... the problem that im facing is.... well,, i just don't know where to go,, i,, only have two choices where both are rather uninviting to me.. it is either the scary, hard and tough matrix  at perlis   OR the boring and uninteresting allied health science in UIA both stated above has its benefits,, so its hard to choose! help please,    i can clearly see the road of my future but once i take a step forward. it is BLURRRR  imagine~~~ walking in a dark alleyway all alone,, you know there is a road,, in fact ur sure to be wal...

hello,, assalamualaikum oh my dear blog, how i missed you, i am now at my brothers house so i rarely use the internet,, its not that i am not allowed, its just that, im not used to using other people's stuff regularly,, so i try to use it as rarely as possible,, hehehe but hey,, here i am today,, writing nervously,, why the heck am i so nervous? well,, tomorrow is the day, the results of upu,, the destiny of my future,, it all depends on tomorrows result,, so yeah! i am scared to death and i am recklessly nervous. WHAT LAYS AHEAD OF ME IN THE FUTURE??? *berfikir sejenak*  [ T_T blurr saja] i really hope to get what i want,, i do have problems in making decisions,, but the decision i made for UPU was something that i was suddenly ,, kind of out of the blue,, really sure about,, i was confident in making the decision of choosing PHARMACY as my first choice, but hey,, even i dont know if that is what i will do in the future. nothing is for sure,, so for now.. just h...

study shows women are more likely to experience melancholy rather than men Causes of melancholy for women divorce and the feeling of being overwhelmed with failure, and being a social outcast ♥however, women may see divorce as no more than one of those experiences in the school of life, from which she can walk out with more knowledge and confidence.in fact it is a new opportunity for her to start planning to step into the world of marriage again with new thoughts, yet now with an unforgettable experience ill ♥treatment by the immediate family,the relatives or the husband inability to adapt to changes and lack of faith in god and in destiny ♥ Allah's statement     " no kind of calamity can occur, except by the leave of Allah: and if anyone believes in Allah ,(Allah) guides   his heart (aright): for Allah know all things " Prophet PBUH said : "whoever accepts Allah as a god, and islam as a religion, and Muhammad as a messenger, will definitely be reward...