confusing mother's day? haa?

well,, happy mother's day to my dearest umi~ u r the bestEST mom in the whole wide world,,
i guess everyone else would say their mother is the best in the whole wide world,,
but just so you know,, my mom is still the best,, my mom wins!! lalalala,, haha


so what the heck is confusing my jumbled up mind right now?
OBVIOUSLY, its not about mother's day~
if u thought so,,
then, HAHAHAHAHA,,

 

the case right now is.....
the problem that im facing is....
well,, i just don't know where to go,,

i,, only have two choices where both are rather uninviting to me..
it is either the scary, hard and tough matrix  at perlis   OR
the boring and uninteresting allied health science in UIA

both stated above has its benefits,, so its hard to choose!
help please,
  
i can clearly see the road of my future
but once i take a step forward. it is BLURRRR

 imagine~~~
walking in a dark alleyway all alone,, you know there is a road,, in fact ur sure to be walking on that road,, but the problem is,, its to dark to see,, where are u heading??? goshh! that's just scary,

all i want is the light in the dark road to be turned on [ u better turn on the lights man]
i just need to see the road,, waaa!! this is just so hard

do u actually understand all the metaphors im talking about? haha
- quite confusing, just like the twisted neurons in my brain.

i am just hoping for a guide from The Most Merciful Allah ..
may all of us be guided by Him to the right track,