Random Rants: I give up

Its the first time in a while that i feel like, enough is enough. I have tried to do my utmost best, despite how my feelings kept being crushed again and again. But not anymore. I have tolerated as much as i could and now its time for me to leave. Allah is the best of all planners. I have no idea yet why He sent such great challenges and turmoils to face, but i do not doubt Him. All i can do now, and all I'm willing to do now is just pray. And may Allah help dissolve all pain, all heartaches, all problems and make everything better again. Physically and mentally, i can't do anything anymore, it pains me too much, it kills me inside, i'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. So i'm gonna be selfish and take a step back and focus on living my life, and my life alone. May Allah help me and help us all.

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