Hakuna Matata

Is it my age, or is it my emotional maturity ? i can feel my mind and my thoughts changing, ever so slowly yet ever so significantly. Change is inevitable and change is growth. It is foolish of me to have once been at a place where i could not accept change. I've also been thinking a lot, reading a lot, gathering knowledge here and there as much as i can. I'm learning so much more about myself than i have ever been before. its like a self discovery journey. I have so much potential to be a better person, but i didnt know how, i didnt know what my problem was. Because i was okay in certain areas of life, i kinda developed a certain arrogance that believed i was okay in everything when indeed, there are places where i had much more to learn.  Alhamdulillah i am finally learning. Selfish, ignorance was a silent disease of  mine, and i am so glad to have finally diagnosed it and now undergoing treatment with self-love, thirst for knowledge and learning to love god. Life is a journ...

 "Life is not just win or lose, succeed or fail, strong or weak. Reducing our life options to such limited and extreme roles leaves very little hope for transformation and meaningful change" Brene Brown "Surrendering is releasing and letting go of the past, trusting god to get you through it and not letting things be without taking a focused and faithful action" Mizi Wahid "Respect means no one has power or authority over someone else. It means we don't have to agree with someone to love them. Respect means to give someone space to have their own opinions and journey. Respect means to let go. Accept. Not judge. Don't react. Don't control. Let be. Let grow. Respect means to work on your own issues. Respect means to not place your definitions on someone else. Respect means to have your own safe life container." John Kim My take on the first 2 quotes is that, life is not black and white. It's extremely colourful, with different hues and shades...

 Hi there Another week has passed and we have successfully made it through. It's not easy, well it will never be easy honestly, but still, we made it. If i want to complain and be all negative, i have so many things i can say about the world, about life, about the country, about the pandemic, but it won't get me anywhere, in fact it will just bring me down too. So, to remain positive and strong through all this craziness around us, around me, i want to be thankful. Being thankful doesn't mean that there's nor problem in the world or in my life. It just means that i'm not giving the time and energy to ponder, lament and dwell in those negativities, i rather spend my time and energy focused on things that i know are good for me and will take me places. So, what am i thankful for ? 1. Despite all that is happening right now in malaysia, which is actually a lot, i feel extremely privileged that i am amongst those that Allah has blessed with a roof upon my head, warm mea...