Thoughts

Is it my age, or is it my emotional maturity ? i can feel my mind and my thoughts changing, ever so slowly yet ever so significantly.

Change is inevitable and change is growth. It is foolish of me to have once been at a place where i could not accept change.

I've also been thinking a lot, reading a lot, gathering knowledge here and there as much as i can. I'm learning so much more about myself than i have ever been before. its like a self discovery journey. I have so much potential to be a better person, but i didnt know how, i didnt know what my problem was.

Because i was okay in certain areas of life, i kinda developed a certain arrogance that believed i was okay in everything when indeed, there are places where i had much more to learn. 

Alhamdulillah i am finally learning. Selfish, ignorance was a silent disease of  mine, and i am so glad to have finally diagnosed it and now undergoing treatment with self-love, thirst for knowledge and learning to love god.

Life is a journey, and i can never stop changing, learning and even unlearning bad habits. Its full of twists and turns.

I really do like where i am right now, i feel humbled yet confident, i feel loved because i know how to love me, and i feel like i know better how to give love too.