Hakuna Matata

Never thought there would actually come a day where we celebrate eid, the way we did yesterday. it was simple, close knit, no balik kampung, no going from one house to another house. Just a meal with close family and those few that couldn't go back to their parents. It's both sad and eye-opening too. It's sad because we all know deep down that raya can be so much more, involve more family, visiting those we don't usually visit, ensuring bonds are not broken, wishing well for everyone.  But it's surprisingly eye opening because it wasn't as sad as it sounds, mainly because, through all of this, we have learnt to be more grateful of what we do have.We have a roof upon our head, good food served on the table, have people we love and who loves us too whether near or far, some social interaction and good health alhamdulillah. The act of being grateful has made us all more positive, more thankful and not as sad as all of us expected to be, because at the end of the d...

Hello and assalamulaikum The world is a very interesting place indeed. With all the good things it gives you, ,there are certainly bad things, and these are what comes as challenges to us. Recently i had a bad experience with complete strangers. It's so weird how complete strangers can suddenly judge you and say bad things about you. i'm trying to ignore that fact. i think i'm okay. But what makes me sad mostly is because, why do people sort to negative ways to face things, why not comment constructively, why not share  the knowledge you have. Not trying to be ego or anything, but it's not like i made a mistake or did something terribly wrong. The only thing i did is, i was lacking, but i'm always always open for suggestions and teachings because i love knowledge and knowledge is such a pure thing. Not everyone has the kind of knowledge i have and not everyone has the kind of knowledge you have. that's why we exist in this world together, to share and help ...

Hi and assalamualaikum 2020 so far has been good to me. I have started a fresh new life, 360 degrees different from the life i lived last year. And as scary as that sounds, its off to a way better start and feels 100% better than my whole 2019 already. okay, im sounding a bit bitter now, not that there were no great things in 2019, of course there were, but 2019 was a crazy enormous and endless emotional burden to me. First and foremost, id like to recap some of my best moments in 2019. 1. Going to perhentian island with my little syeh fazassfan family 2. My master's convocation ceremony attended by people i love most 3. Repairing the heck out of my sick car which btw is running smoothly altho it doesnt look pretty. haha 4. My close to nature moment (bukit batu putih - port dickson, bukit cerakah - shah alam) i wish i'd hike  and cylced more tho, i love it 5. Malacca trip with bride-to-be mira (my childhood bestfriend) 6. Ipoh trip with amna and dongsaeng 7. Day trip ...

Life is made out of moments, many small eventful moments in our lives.Of course as humans, we will not and can not remember everything that happens in our life, but what we do remember are these moments. These important moments, especially those that means a lot to us.Most moments fall on special days, or special events or meaningful that happens on a day could define a moment.And don't get me wrong as if i'm talking all about sunshine and butterflies.Moments can be bad, awful in fact sad as hell too. My point here, make every moment count, if its an important day, make the best out of it, cause tainting it with a bad memory will follow you and haunt you for the rest of your lives. If you're with an important person try your best to make the best out of the times you spend. If its an important event, just make sure you try your best to make the moment joyful, cause what happens during those moments will come in flashes in the future and it will either make you smile on...

- 34 days to 2019 Hello Assalamualaikum Hey, just felt like typing, like writing. There's this certain lazy vibe hovering around me this week, and i want punch myself for that. Its probably just me, pretending to be all lonely and stuff. My lab is now empty, a lab that used to be full of people when i entered and now, damn, i can hear every little sound, cause i'm practically alone. okay okay, i lied, there's probably a rat in here somewhere too. HAHA. My time here is also about to end, in a few months time, i hope, i'm praying hard for that too. And i just kinda feel like reminiscing this whole year, which was a crazy ride, all jokes aside. 2018 was crazy. To be honest, like really really super duper honest, this year almost broke me. But guess what, i didn't break which is awesome. IN YOUR FACE 2018, you didn't get to me, ehekhekhekkkk. However, i have to admit and i cannot deny, that i have changed, and the changes still shock me and i still can'...

Hey hey So, if you know me know me, like really know me, you would know that i'm the biggest sucker for quotes and poem. All my notebooks and diaries and my room and my phone are full of them. I love quotes for the fact that such short and simple words could give such deep meaning and i love poems for the beauty, depth and complexity of the words used to tell a story. So, recently i discovered Maya Angelou and for the gazillion time, i'm in love with her quotes, poems etc. Absolutely divine. To remind myself again and again of this beauty and express how much i love it, it needs to be exposed in this blog lah for sure. Duhhhh. We unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves it high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient history of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are w...

Hey Assalamualaikum What a day, what a day?  Well from the title, obviously i missed my bus. It's a big thing to me, well it used to be, now I'm much more calmer and that's what i want to talk about. Maturity, acceptance, and faith The person i was in the past, I'm a big mess, especially when it concerns time, i really don't like being late, I'm almost always early to everything, and i don't like people waiting for me, and i just reallly really cannot understand people who are constantly late. And i was so caught up in the concept of time, that i missed the bigger picture of basically everything. I used to always blame people for making me caught up with being late and point out people being late, making sure they feel quite guilty. For example, if i was late to something because i was waiting for someone, or someone sent me late or last minute adjustments, i would get so so so upset. Basically i was too uptight, and like i said, i missed the bigger ...

hello assalamualaikum I suddenly have the idea to write about my experience as a bridesmaids. A lot of people currently have bridesmaids at their wedding. i dont know other people's concept and perception on bridesmaids. but here's a glimpse of what we did. when i first heard my close friend was getting married, we were all mumbo jumbo hyper excited for her, unbelievable ! so we started helping her on small things like basically just triggering her thoughts on what she needs to think about and just being there for her. she didn't really mention the bridesmaid thing but we were already all over it going crazy and wild with all these ideas waiting to jump out of our brain. so we made a group, discussed the color that won't overshadow the bride, then we bought our own clothes. yep, the bride didn't say a thing about wanting a set of bridesmaid, we were just suddenly set and decided to be her bridesmaids. so it all just fun so far, the more juicy parts aren't he...

Hello assalamualaikum i just wanted to brag that i acted in this video, it's not much, but just know that i ruined my image for this video *like i ever had a proper image before* that was not nice of me bragging, but i'm still doing it anyways, muahahaha So basically it's a video comparing how we were during our first year of study compared to now when we are already in our final year. the best part of making this video was the excitement that it gave us, it was truly exhilarating. ideas were bursting in like waves hitting the shore, and of course when more minds share idea the idea grow and it becomes such an excitement. well, because we made it together i think it turned out awesome. but yeah, it might be plain to others, but as it was a joy to me thruout the process, seeing it become something made me happy like a fool. thank you to everyone who participated not only in the making of this video, it was more than that, it was the making of a memory. WARNING i...