Hakuna Matata

Wind is blowing ever so softly cooling my flushed cheeks the air has finally changed. Dried leaves, petals and flowers  quietly being blown far far away while new buds start to bloom day by day with anticipation growing ever so lovely grandiose to the eyes snug to the heart

 Hello and welcome to 2022 Life has been tough, i mean it always is tough, if it's too good, i might be dead and gone to heaven already. So let me correct that, life has been same old same old, just as it is supposed to be. Usually i would lament being older, and entering a new year. But this year i am sort of excited for myself. I'm just excited for myself because honestly i am just so proud of me. I've seen so many things happen to so many people and watch how they react to each situation and mann, I don't mean to be rude or what, but fuhh, i'm handling life quite well actually, and that's all thanks to Allah of course, i wouldn't be okay at all without Alah guiding me every step of the way. Anyways, everytime i reflect on everything i have in life, i feel so loved by Allah SWT. Alhamdulillah, i have more than enough. So 2021 ended really warmly and i believe 2021 is the year of family rediscovery for me. Something has changed within my parents soul, somet...

I've been so hooked up on this concept recently. I dont know why, but i was sorta conditioned to blame myself for a lot of things that happened in my life, and only recently have i really broke out of that shell and see the world for what it is. I can confidently say, that with the knowledge i have at each stage of my life, i have always did my best.  However, my knowledge at each stage of life, may have been inadequate compared to the knowledge i have today, which makes the past version of me a very different person than i am today. Some of the decisions or actions i made in the past may have been what i thought was what's best at the time. Given the same situation again today, i might do something totally opposite of what i did in the past. But you know what the best thing is.. I do  not regret a single thing i did. As from it all I learnt I grew I matured I gained priceless experience It is so very easy to be caught up in a loop or blackhole of thoughts involving what ifs ?...

 I think we might have grew up with the misunderstanding that if we can talk that means we can communicate but the more i grow up and observe other people and the way they talk, i realize there's an art to communication which can make a lot of situations or relationships much much better. I think i am a direct person, and i have this friend who is also a direct and quite orderly person, which i believe is quite similar to my personality. Through him i realized that, he is so good at communicating in a sense that he can give out his point and be firm with it, but in the most neutral way ever, that everyone easily accept or acknowledge his opinion eventho we are at a disagreement. So it just ends up always feeling like a normal good and healthy conversation, no matter what. Its like, ohh that's how u think, that's different from me, but okay, noted. Ya know what i mean ? This made me realize that i can be a lot more delicate and graceful with the words and sentences i choose ...

 Hi, after the last post i just had something click in my mind and in a way, understood, how to be happy, not always, not forever, but as much as can be.  and the key which unlocks it all is something as simple as being grateful. Being grateful changed my perspective a lot, and also help me accept my reality as it is. Being grateful was initially something i felt when big things happen, but recently i kinda learned the art of being grateful for every little thing and that definitely made me a much much happier person.  at first, it took force and practice, to write down three things i felt grateful for that day, and everytime i felt a negative thought, i caught myself and changed those thoughts to the good things instead.  as an example, my clothes might be a little ripped, so I don't feel good about that, i will then change my thoughts into, my whole outfit still looks bomb !  but now, as those little good things are happening, I'm just thankful, i bask in the ...

I've been saying this sentence since my degree life, and recently i am realizing this fact again and again. Why is happiness a choice ? because you always have the choice to choose what you want, remove what you don't want, avoid what's unnecessary, do things that serve you and excuse yourself from things that don't serve you Why keep hurting and putting yourself in situations that don't serve you? However, to be able to put boundaries and know what you want, i truly believe that you need to fully know your worth. You are of high value and you are amazing. Stop beating yourself up for things you don't deserve. Letting go can be hard, but it just might just be the best thing yet. Keep praying and ask God for guidance and He will always always guide you to the best of destinations, best of people, best of life. Only the best for you. So pray and keep moving forward proudly. You definitely got it ! P/s  I'm happy. Alhamdulillah.

 Is it weird that i feel like i want to move somewhere far far away and start a whole new life, hahaha Life is good though, and i'm happy but, i guess covid makes you want some new things or a fresh start so you would call. But cause it's impossible to suddenly start a new life, i have planned a mini getaway to somewhere really near to where i live to get a fresh motivation for whatever life throws my way next. A little trip and getaway, staying a night really near to the beach, i'm gonna sleep to the sound of waves hunneyh. Couldn't ask for more. Maybe a little sprinkle of new, a little touch of fresh, a little change in routines, a little step towards a different place could be all we need to continue striving and thriving. I'll give an update once i return from the life changing (or so i expect it to be, HAHA) staycation. #fingerscrossed