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Random rants: Patience

Hello Assalamualaikum Recently I've been tested a lot in this area, and I learned a lot as well. Being patient is more than just holding it in, what you held in, you have to unfold and understand the reasons and come to good terms with them. Because, i believe in the end, whatever you held in, was for the better. But for you to be truly happy, you have to try and understand the good things that happen because of your strong will of holding it in. Patience is also about waiting, really wanting something but waiting anyways. but this kind of patience only happens if you're really sure of what you want. like shopping, u know u want that skirt, but u wait and wait until a sale to get it. If you're waiting for something you're unsure of, anytime you could change and decide not to wait and act bluntly. So that is it, it's actually really hard to do, and i still got a long way to go. i know. me and and my crazy personality have a lot of renova

Random rants: Effort

always work for what you want, you know never which effort of yours will actually give you what you want you never know, that if you tried just a little bit harder, you might just get it you never know, if that last sprint you did could be the one that leads to success you just never know so be give it your all,  till the last drop of effort running in your veins, just so, you can be absolutely sure,  that you did your best and have no regrets, understanding that it's not meant to be because you have already gave it your best shot. but if you did not try your best, you don't deserve to complain, you don't have the right to blame, you shouldn't criticize, instead, you will drown in regret, cause something in you, deep down realizes, that you might just get it, IF you tried harder. So yeah, this applies to everything in general, i'm no love expert but believe me, it works even in that department. Although my experie

Random rants: Path in life

As i am growing older, i have many chances to see, observe, ponder and think about life in general. Although you have chosen your path, there is no guarantee that it is the right path for you. If it is a mistake, it is a mistake that was meant to be anyways. It was a mistake that is needed in your life to shape who you are today. So never feel you made the wrong choice, and your life is now a mess. There is no specific framework or any standard of procedures to life. Everyone has a different path, a different story, different set of people to meet, different places to be. It's different for everyone. There will always be moments when you take a peek in other people's life and wonder about your life, thinking "am i doing it right ?" Whatever path that you are taking, that is your route, that is the right route, all the good and the bads along the way is all for you. It's a part of the lesson that will make you the person that you are. So believe, believe

Random rants: i should have

I should've been stronger should've never stirred you should've let you be Never mind me I believe I can get thru this but you can you ? Sometimes the heart wishes what it can't have and it drives you to an unknown place somewhere you thought you've buried deep yet somehow still there kept neatly as if it was waiting to be found I should've hold back I'm sorry I was selfish

Random rants:The independent woman

This woman is somewhere in between. She can do everything by herself, But that does not mean she  doesn't want anyone to help her out. She can enjoy and appreciate life as it is, But that doesn't mean she does not want to share it with someone. She can be content with the life that she has, But that doesn't mean she wants to keep it that way. This woman is prepared for a change, But that doesn't mean she wants to rush into change. Change will happen, that is inevitable, But she doesn't want to make her life focused in finding a change. This woman can stand tall all on her own, But that doesn't mean she does not want a significant half. She wants someone, but not to complete her, as she is complete. She wants someone to share moments with. She wants someone to share life with. To build a new life that consists of two very different people, Yet able to enjoy each others company, for the rest of their lives. #Random

Travel: 10 travel must haves !

Hello Assalamualaikum Every time we go travelling whether domestically or outside the country, there must be a bag that we carry around at all times with all of our essentials. Either a bigger than usual handbag, a rucksack or a sling bag. What are the most important things to have in your trusty bag ? 1. Basic important stuff These are the extreme basics like your passport, mobile phone, train or bus pass, room key and phone charger. Its going to be a really tough day if you end up not bringing one of these items. 2.Hand cream and Hand sanitizer Travelling usually means long hour drives or flight which almost always dries your skin. So some hand cream would do the work to moist and also make you smell a little better. That's two deals in one bottle ! Hand sanitizers are also very important as we are always exposed to dirty things in unknown places. So it's better to be safe from bacteria then sorry later. Use it anytime you feel uncomfortable with your hands. Extra tip

Lazy recipe: very very easy bake cheesecake

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Hello assalamualaikum So today i decided to bake *clap2* which is amazing cause i am not a fan of baking at all. i like cooking in general, but i like cooking meals for lunch or simple malay desserts that are to easy. so yeah, from the title its so clear that the only reason i baked today cause it was just out of this world way too easy. all you need is some CRUST Biscuits (i used cornflakes instead) Butter *the amount depends on how thick you want the crust to be, but make sure it's not extremely thin that it can crumble at touch okay ? BATTER 500g Cream cheese 3/4 cup Sugar 1 tsp Vanilla Extract 4 Eggs By the way you can add a bit of lemon zest if you like too, it does make it extra yumy. well at least to  me. After that bake at 170C for about 30-40 mins A little tip for a beautiful finish and no cracks is to bake the cake in a pan of water. Put the pan of cake in anther pan of water and then bake. After it's all cooked, leave it

Random rants: Hurt

i live my life without a care in the world not even a single thought for them but it was time problems finally found it's way to them how come their problems crashes like a big wave on me you guys should hurt, because it's about you but why should i hurt along stop including me stop involving stop making it seem like it was my fault stop proving that it was really my fault stop trying to reopen an old wound stop trying if you already know nothing will ever come out of it stop hurting me for nothing what are you guys trying to do taint my name just see if i could break hurt me make me the cause well guess what i am hurt i am angry and i am sad but did u guys get anything out of it no so now stop and leave me alone i have never been apart of this so stop dragging me in now i really can't believe i'm being pressured in so many different ways that its' just unfathomable Now go I was, am and will be happy.

Skincare 101: A Must Basic Skin Care

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Hello Assalamualaikum Today i'd like to share about the most basic skin care that everyone, like everyone, guys or girls should apply. Why is it important ? not only for radiant healthy skin, but also to enhance it's function as the first line of defense to our body. Too dry too oily is not good so we should tackle it the best way we can. I was once that girl who repeatedly said to myself, i don't need all these stuff, my skin's fine, a bit of acne is not a problem, washing with water would be fine, it's just a waste of money. But guess what, these are the biggest lie we could ever tell ourselves. we are actually in dire need of basic skin care, are you reading this well, it's basic for crying out loud. Once i started using these products *consistently i must highlight, i noticed that my skin got a lot better. Acne reducing, blackheads and whiteheads, skin is moist and supple One more thing to suck you in to this important skin care is that, your s

Travel: 3 Stylish Travel Backpack For Women !

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Hello assalamualaikum. I'm about to graduate now and all i can think about is travelling. Most of the  times I just  feel like taking a break from everything and enjoy life and some do it by going for a backpacking trip.  I myself love to go travel and see the world, the different culture and breathtaking views. it is very essential to be comfortable while traveling especially backpacking.   However, we cannot go for these backpacking trips with big luggage as it is a trip to relax and only the things you actually need for the period.  You want to be able to explore new spots without having the burden of carrying too much things on your hands.  But heyy, being girls that we are, of course looking good and stylish is a must too. Therefore, we girls, should take into account the choices of travel backpack for women  (check it out!)  which will be perfect to carry along and still appear in style.  Some of the choices that are popular nowadays includes 1.  Army Backpack

Random Rants: Life ahead

I'm almost 23. Truth be told it's scary I feel like i should know everything I should know what to do I should have lived on my own by now I should not be relying on my parents anymore I should make money I should have something to give to my parents But At the some time I'm thinking, I'm just 23 I'm not 25. or even 30 I don't really have responsibilities yet Should i really think of all the big people stuff Huh, funny how I can think I'm all grown up And at the same time think I'm still young and innocent Yes, 23 does these things to you Even what to wear is a struggle, When I'm all chilled out, Thinking of wearing sneakers, jeans and a  baggy T with characters on em Then i think again, is this still appropriate for me ? Or should i be wearing, blouse with skirts and look all mature Yes again, 23 does these things to you Such a confusing age it is, Still studying, yet almost finished It's the in between periods that

Life: A bridesmaids story

hello assalamualaikum I suddenly have the idea to write about my experience as a bridesmaids. A lot of people currently have bridesmaids at their wedding. i dont know other people's concept and perception on bridesmaids. but here's a glimpse of what we did. when i first heard my close friend was getting married, we were all mumbo jumbo hyper excited for her, unbelievable ! so we started helping her on small things like basically just triggering her thoughts on what she needs to think about and just being there for her. she didn't really mention the bridesmaid thing but we were already all over it going crazy and wild with all these ideas waiting to jump out of our brain. so we made a group, discussed the color that won't overshadow the bride, then we bought our own clothes. yep, the bride didn't say a thing about wanting a set of bridesmaid, we were just suddenly set and decided to be her bridesmaids. so it all just fun so far, the more juicy parts aren't he

Pharmacist in the hospital (Malaysian way lah)

Hello assalamualaikum      Too long, yep i know it's been too long. Anyways, as i just finished my hospital attachment of 6 weeks, i think i get the idea, what are the roles of pharmacist in the hospital. First and foremost, the work of a pharmacists in the hospital itself can be divided into many branches. It an be divided into outpatient, inpatient, Therapeutic drug monitoring (TDM) and store. i might miss out things, but heck, i only went for 6 weeks what do you expect , a professional review? The outpatient pharmacist will pack the drugs based on the prescription, check em, give em to patients, and counsel when needed. This counseling part is especially important for first timers on new drugs, patients with known compliance problem or just to ensure previous understanding of their medication. but i didn't attach to this part, so i don't know that much Next is TDM, okay this is where all the blood sample (well actually not all) are sent to. when samples are sent he