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i miss you

i miss you tami. i'm starting to miss meh (my grandma) too. i dreamt of meh the other day, she hugged me, and kissed my cheeks, i hugged her and kissed her cheeks too. her hug was so warm it felt so real. i woke up crying my heart out i am overwhelmed and touched am i doing well meh ? i hope i am. i hope you and tami are doing well too. one day we'll see each other again.

My dearest uncle

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Getami has left us, left this world on a Friday evening of the 2nd of December 2022. I will miss and remember everything about tami, my sweet sweet tami. He has the cutest smile and the strongest memory. Every time i visit him, he knows what i'm currently doing, he remembers the names of my nieces and nephews. I remember him writing all significant dates of events and phone numbers on his bedroom wall, one of it was the date of my grandma's passing. Honestly because of him i remember she passed on february 2004. He used to enjoy smoking tembakau with a rolled news paper or that leafy thing that kinda smells nice whatever that is. In the old house he used to lie outside in the evening on the green floor and talk super loudly and when we asked him who he's talking to, he would say he is talking to the devil, (pretty sure he's in heaven tho) which is really funny and borderline scary to me when i was a kid. He would always buy chewing gum for us back in the day when chewin