Hakuna Matata

Like it or not, you do measure your worth by how someone treats you. But your total worth doesn't have to be devalued just because of how one person treats you. If our worth isn't valued by that one person, don't take it personally, instead just understand, that particular person shouldn't have a huge value in your life too. People sometimes misunderstood that the small things don't matter, but the fact is, the small things are what matters most and valued even more. Big gestures, hyped events are good, but those little things that show u care enough, u know enough, u understand enough whilst other people don't is what means the most. My point is, the small things matter. In fact it matters most. Thank you to those 1. Who always reply my texts without me asking 2. Who always ask how I'm doing 3. Who always listens and responds to my stories 4. Always share things that remind them of me To not be ignored, to not be invisible, to be given attention t

I'm disappointed in myself I vowed to never be the kind of person that i hate But, slowly, that persona creeped into me without me realizing How could this happen ? I'm putting other people in situations that i hate the most I don't want to hurt others how i was hurt I don't want to be anybody's source of pain I feel like I'm becoming my worst nightmare And its scares me so much Is this what i amount to at the end of the day ? It can't be I always wanted to be good, wanted to be kind, wanted to be loving, so that i could be loved. But who wants to love me now ? I wouldn't love me either. Blaming myself is an easy way out But i feel so unhappy. But how, how do i escape this attitude and be happy ?