Hakuna Matata

 Hi, after the last post i just had something click in my mind and in a way, understood, how to be happy, not always, not forever, but as much as can be.  and the key which unlocks it all is something as simple as being grateful. Being grateful changed my perspective a lot, and also help me accept my reality as it is. Being grateful was initially something i felt when big things happen, but recently i kinda learned the art of being grateful for every little thing and that definitely made me a much much happier person.  at first, it took force and practice, to write down three things i felt grateful for that day, and everytime i felt a negative thought, i caught myself and changed those thoughts to the good things instead.  as an example, my clothes might be a little ripped, so I don't feel good about that, i will then change my thoughts into, my whole outfit still looks bomb !  but now, as those little good things are happening, I'm just thankful, i bask in the moment, enjoy it

I've been saying this sentence since my degree life, and recently i am realizing this fact again and again. Why is happiness a choice ? because you always have the choice to choose what you want, remove what you don't want, avoid what's unnecessary, do things that serve you and excuse yourself from things that don't serve you Why keep hurting and putting yourself in situations that don't serve you? However, to be able to put boundaries and know what you want, i truly believe that you need to fully know your worth. You are of high value and you are amazing. Stop beating yourself up for things you don't deserve. Letting go can be hard, but it just might just be the best thing yet. Keep praying and ask God for guidance and He will always always guide you to the best of destinations, best of people, best of life. Only the best for you. So pray and keep moving forward proudly. You definitely got it ! P/s  I'm happy. Alhamdulillah.

 Is it weird that i feel like i want to move somewhere far far away and start a whole new life, hahaha Life is good though, and i'm happy but, i guess covid makes you want some new things or a fresh start so you would call. But cause it's impossible to suddenly start a new life, i have planned a mini getaway to somewhere really near to where i live to get a fresh motivation for whatever life throws my way next. A little trip and getaway, staying a night really near to the beach, i'm gonna sleep to the sound of waves hunneyh. Couldn't ask for more. Maybe a little sprinkle of new, a little touch of fresh, a little change in routines, a little step towards a different place could be all we need to continue striving and thriving. I'll give an update once i return from the life changing (or so i expect it to be, HAHA) staycation. #fingerscrossed