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Random rants: The scary and sad bits of the world

Hello and assalamulaikum The world is a very interesting place indeed. With all the good things it gives you, ,there are certainly bad things, and these are what comes as challenges to us. Recently i had a bad experience with complete strangers. It's so weird how complete strangers can suddenly judge you and say bad things about you. i'm trying to ignore that fact. i think i'm okay. But what makes me sad mostly is because, why do people sort to negative ways to face things, why not comment constructively, why not share  the knowledge you have. Not trying to be ego or anything, but it's not like i made a mistake or did something terribly wrong. The only thing i did is, i was lacking, but i'm always always open for suggestions and teachings because i love knowledge and knowledge is such a pure thing. Not everyone has the kind of knowledge i have and not everyone has the kind of knowledge you have. that's why we exist in this world together, to share and help

Opening: 2020

Hi and assalamualaikum 2020 so far has been good to me. I have started a fresh new life, 360 degrees different from the life i lived last year. And as scary as that sounds, its off to a way better start and feels 100% better than my whole 2019 already. okay, im sounding a bit bitter now, not that there were no great things in 2019, of course there were, but 2019 was a crazy enormous and endless emotional burden to me. First and foremost, id like to recap some of my best moments in 2019. 1. Going to perhentian island with my little syeh fazassfan family 2. My master's convocation ceremony attended by people i love most 3. Repairing the heck out of my sick car which btw is running smoothly altho it doesnt look pretty. haha 4. My close to nature moment (bukit batu putih - port dickson, bukit cerakah - shah alam) i wish i'd hike  and cylced more tho, i love it 5. Malacca trip with bride-to-be mira (my childhood bestfriend) 6. Ipoh trip with amna and dongsaeng 7. Day trip

2020 Journey; The beginning

Hi and assalamualaikum I cannot believe that it is finally 2020. I have made big decisions last year to pursue a different life this year. I'm scared, I'm nervous, I'm anxious, but I'm happy too. Deep down in my gut, this feels right. If you ask me a year ago whether i would have made the same decision, I dare say i definitely would have not made the decisions that led me to where i am today. But that's the thing, a lot of  things can happen in a year and god is great really. He showed me why the decision that i initially didn't want, is the best decision i can make now. Alhamduillah, it's only been a few days, but i feel good. I feel like i can do this. I know for sure it's gonna be hard as hell, but hey, when has my life ever been easy. So, i'm just gonna look ahead, step forward and march through this new journey whole-heartedly. He put me here, there must be a grand reason behind it. Sooner or later it will be uncovered. As for now,