Life: Uncertainty of the future
Hello Assalamualaikum It's been quite awhile right. Life has been hitting me so hard with so many things, but at the end of the day, the biggest fight and the biggest disappointment is myself. I realized more and more that i have so many internal issues and conflict that needs to be addressed. But i guess i'm so messed up to the point that addressing these issues makes me even more confused. I have no idea what i'm doing, what i should be doing, even what i want is getting blurry. I wish things were easier, i wish i didn't have to think this much. Being and adult, and being responsible to myself, my own little unworthy self, sounds so petty but damn, it's so hard. I dare say, I've never been so lost. I'm not progressing in any aspect at all, except for overthinking obviously. All that i want comes in a package with a long winding road of challenges. But is it worth it ? even if i go through all the challenges, will i get the outcome that i want. Nothing is