29 is too much too handle
has any year feel as bad as this year has it really ? last year was hella difficult too, like believe me but at least it was seasonal and it was empowering and obviously a good lesson and a good experience but what the heck is all this ? why is this year generally so difficult i feel like i'm being attacked from every possible angle I dont cry a lot, but i drop a tear everyday Life feels sad, futile and kind of empty OMG i am grateful, like i am blessed in so many ways i have family, i have caring friends, i have good surroundings in general i have a home, i have food and i can have coffee when i want, alhamdulillah but i feel sad, for no reason and for every reason everytime i meet people, i'm putting my act up my daily rise and shine personality but when i get home, or when i'm alone, i am in a state of sadness and pity everytime anyone calls or texts me honestly i dread it everytime i use to look forward to some people but even those select few requires a lot of energy