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Random rants: Fragile

Do you understand that feeling When you show people a public facade full of smiles and jokes but inside your broken so fragile and so volatile that with the slightest touch you could crumble to million pieces again When you talk to people about daily things just the basic small talks and once you walk out of the room and your thoughts start paving its way into the deepest parts of your mind and before you know it, tears are running down your cheeks When you're tired of a days's work and going back to your room is the greatest feeling but once your inside your room and no one sees you fall to your knees and break down into the saddest whimpers When you want to tell the world how you feel and why you're feeling that way but you know, they don't want to know and even if they do, can they handle it everyday ? or worst, you are just way too tired to even try to explain all the pain that was built up not just a day or two but over years and years of em

Random rants: Well will you look at that, Monday, again

I will rise Nope I must rise I must move forward I must gain all that i can within my power I need to build myself I need wings And I'll make em So please Stop wasting your time Staring into nothingness Thinking of what to do but not doing it You have to stop You must rise You got things to achieve Things to be And none is coming your way without your effort So get up Open your eyes Open your mind And WORK

Random rants: Allah knows

Challenges in life can be way too much sometimes Too much that your heart feels like bursting Too much that there's no space in your chest to breath Too much, that when you cry, those two little eyes can't cope Too much that even your body shakes with your pain Whimpers and wails and sobs go on continously And even then even at your weakest even at your most vulnerable point especially then Remember Allah Because Allah knows your pain as He placed it there Allah knows your grief as it part of His tests Allah knows your tears as it is best for you Trust me, Allah knows Not only He knows But He is there, He is present so talk to Him, pray to Him, ask from Him and He shall grab your hopeless heart. "Not everyday is smooth sailing. There will be bumpy rides and life can get uncomfortable. Although you can;t see what's ahead of you, know the Almighty is always working and preparing you for what's to come. Trust the process!" -MuftiMenk

Random rants: Another monday

Another monday has come again isn't it weird that mondays are always hard to recover from the weekends to get your pace once again its really not easy But when an originally difficult monday becomes even more difficult with god knows what kind of things in our lives now that's the challenge how do you pick your self up when everything is dragging you down ? how do you keep smiling when all you want to do is cry ? how do you return to your daily life like nothing happened ? Sounds hard, but weirdly, most people manage to do it they can keep their heads held high they can keep smiling through the day they can continue with their routine regardless What everyone else doesn't know are The sudden bursts of tears in the toilet or at the staircase The lonely cries that wet the pillows before bed at night The helpless soul trying to reach out but don't know how The screams and shouts that struggle to be let out but can't be This is real and this is