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Random rants: Fix a heart

Hey again It's probably what's best for you I only want the best for you And if I'm not the best then you're stuck I tried to sever ties and I ended up with wounds to bind Like you're pouring salt in my cuts And I just ran out of band-aids I don't even know where to start 'Cause you can bandage the damage You never really can fix a heart Demi lovato "People will notice the change in your attitude towards them but wont notice their behaviour that made you change" Anonymous To be honest, I never thought I'd struggle a lot emotionally. Since my teens i've kinda taught myself to just think about myself and don't immerse my thoughts and efforts too much in other people's problem, cause i cant handle it and it is obviously better to just mind my own business to save myself from unnecessary heart aches. But damn, life happens. Even as good as i was at minding my own business, i cared, i cared a lot, because i loved. And that lov

Random rants: Dream on

I thought i could make you happy I thought i could make you feel better I thought i was being considerate And that's my mistake I thought i was somebody But I'm just nobody. Dream on sister, dream on. I won't ever be enough But it's okay I'll live I just have to accept I am sufficiently insufficient Sufficient for myself Insufficient to others Don't worry Don't do your best to be validated by other human being regardless of how close you are But do your best so that Allah sees your effort and guide you always.