i miss you

i miss you tami. i'm starting to miss meh (my grandma) too.
i dreamt of meh the other day, she hugged me, and kissed my cheeks,
i hugged her and kissed her cheeks too.

her hug was so warm it felt so real.
i woke up crying my heart out
i am overwhelmed and touched

am i doing well meh ?
i hope i am.
i hope you and tami are doing well too.
one day we'll see each other again.

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