The reason for having tissue in my bag

 Hello there

I am the type of person who brings wet tissue and dry tissue in my handbag always. Initially i just put it there just in case i might need it. But these days i'm realizing a bigger reason why i want to keep on carrying these tissues with me, and the reason is to help other people. I feel so damn proud of myself when it happens

I pushed my dad in his wheelchair to the cafeteria, bought some coffee and croissant. Just as we're about to eat, i brought out my wet tissue for him to clean his hand. i was so happy because of that. i made it easier for him because i had it in my bag.

The amount of times i was able to offer my tissue to dry someone's tears is uncountable nowadays. I can't really say much nor do i ask much when someone cries, but i hope they know i am with them through whatever difficulty they are having. Through me offering my tissue, i hope they feel that i care for them.

Funny thing is these days, everytime anyone cries in front of me, i tend to cry as well. It hurts seeing the people i care about in pain and you can do nothing about it.

well anyways, i will continuously carry my tissue everywhere and try to be there for those that i care.

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